A quick update.
First, I haven’t had a chance to respond to them, but I have read through all your comments about Choppy. They have been a real boost to my spirits – thank you all for posting them. I’ll get to responding and thanking all of you at some point, but for now, I did want to let you know that I am reading them and that I am blown away by all your kind words and love for Choppy. It makes it a little easier to know how loved she was and that she won’t be forgotten.
Second, because I am sure a lot of you are curious about what happened, I’ll give you a little rundown. Choppy’s surgery went well last Wednesday – the surgeon told me beforehand that Choppy seemed extremely healthy for her age. She ran her blood tests twice, and there was nothing that seemed off on them. The surgery went well, and Choppy came home early Thursday. She ate a little food Thursday night and some treats, but she wasn’t eating well, which was odd for Choppy – she LOVED to eat. Friday, she ate just a few treats, then Saturday, she ate some peanut butter but little else. We had an appointment at the vet Saturday. The vet said it wasn’t too odd that Choppy wouldn’t be eating after her surgery, so I tried not to worry too much. But then she got sick Saturday night, and Sunday, she wouldn’t even eat peanut butter. I called the vet, and he came in on Sunday to give her a painkiller shot, thinking maybe she was in pain and couldn’t eat. Choppy wanted to be outside after that, so we hung out mostly outside during the day – it was a really nice day for it. Eventually, it got cooler and we went inside, but she just faded away after that and passed away Sunday evening while I was holding her head in my lap. I am glad she had the painkiller, so at least I know it wasn’t a painful last few hours for her.
I spoke with the surgeon on Wednesday, and she didn’t really have any good idea what had happened. She thinks maybe Choppy had some underlying condition that the bloodwork and pre-surgery work didn’t turn up. It was good to talk to her – she seemed very upset to hear about what had happened. She clearly didn’t think that Choppy would have any issue with the surgery. She was also reassuring that there wasn’t anything else we could have done.
That’s it for now – I have a pre-scheduled “Where’s Choppy” post today, and I think next week I’ll get back to regular posting. It is nice to see Choppy’s happy face pop up – she may be gone, but just seeing her pictures brightens my days.
Choppy is always a bright spot in my day ❤
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Thanks for that update, and hugs to you,
Pit
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((((hugs)))) thank you so much Sarah for updating us as hard as it had to have been. I LOVE that photo you included today as well. It has to bring at least some level of comfort to know you did all you could, nothing was amiss on her tests……….you did all you could. You gave Choppy so much love and so many wonderful experiences/adventures, etc…….it makes me smile. And….I couldn’t agree with this more: “It is nice to see Choppy’s happy face pop up – she may be gone, but just seeing her pictures brightens my days.”………………..xoxoxoxoxo
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I was so happy to know we did what we could – it has been a small bit of relief. That, and knowing she had gotten that painkiller so she wasn’t hurting at the end.
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Sarah: That must also have been very difficult to write, but I’d think it probably makes you feel better to have completed that post. Another step on the way to healing. I’m so glad that Choppy was with you at the end. It’s so comforting to know that we all care so much. Of course that’s an adorable photo of Choppy, yellow looks pretty on her. ❤️ To you, Paul & Schooner.
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I am so glad I could be with her – I hope it was a comfort to her to know she had someone who loved with her when she passed.
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My heart breaks for your loss. I’m glad she wasn’t in pain. Sending prayers and rainbow 🌈 ((HUGS))
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Nothing could be more ON TOPIC than your loving share about Choppy. Thank you,
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Thank you for the update, Sarah. Choppy looks like my Bella without the white front. It’s one of the reasons I was drawn to her and your post initially. Then over the years, I fell in love with Choppy: her patience with the outfits, her patience with Schooner, her love of sniffing (so many downward dog poses were on the “Where’s Choppy.” The relationship you brought to the page was wonderful. It made me feel like you’re both friends that I get to check in with. Thank you again for sharing this joyful site with the rest of us. Your relationship with Choppy will forever remain in my heart, in the place where I store “very special loves.” A big hug to you. Paulette
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Hugs, dear Sarah… ❤
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I am so sorry, but she passed away at home surrounded by love. Such a shock, and it must be devastating for you all. RIP sweet Choppy. You are sadly missed by hundreds if not thousands. ❤
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It still seems so inconceivable she’s gone. Sounds like you did everything you were supposed to do. I’m so very sorry for your loss. 💔
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Thanks for the update Sarah. I glad she was with you at the end.
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She went with you holding her and loving her as her last experience. You gave her the best till the end.
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Choppy was always on my daily must read. I love her bridesmaid tutu she had on. Thank you for sharing Choppy with us Sarah.
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Sarah, thank you so much for the update. Choppy passed away with the familiar sounds, and smells, of home around her, and knowing you were holding her must have been such a comfort for her. My heart aches for those she left behind, such a sad time for you all.
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Thank you for letting us know the details of her last days. I’m glad she had you close right until the end, it must have been a comfort to her.
These past few days, often I’ve thought of you, dealing with such a heartbreak, and send you loving thoughts when I do.
When loss comes to me, I’ve been comforted by Kahlil Gibran’s ‘On Joy and Sorrow’ from The Prophet. “When you are sorrowful look again in your heart, and you shall see that in truth you are weeping for that which has been your delight.” Choppy gave us all much delight. Thank you, dear canine angel and friend, RIP. ❤
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That is a wonderful passage – thank you for sharing it. It really does speak the truth about sorrow.
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Glad you liked it. It has got me through a fair amount of grief over the years. ❤
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Sending hugs your way. Thanks for letting us know the circumstances. I’m really glad that she had a good last day, hanging out outside and then passing peacefully in your arms. I’m sure she wouldn’t have wanted it any other way.
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Looking at Choppy’s smiling face brings me such joy. Thank you for sharing her with all of us-her adopted family. I will pray that St. Francis of Assisi gives you, Paul, Schooner and Choppy’s cousin Izzy peace.
Margaret, Lucky, Munchkin, Baby Dog and Sir Charles of the Donut
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Thank you for helping us come to grips with this, even as you struggle.
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It is sad when we never know what caused Choppy’s sudden death, post surgery that seemed to have no hiccups. There is no closure, even for me as a reader. Choppy is the highlight of your posts and I sincerely hope that Choppy can remain in your blog site. Choppy will always be loved as I remember her for for her outfits, balancing items on her head and walks. Perhaps in time, you will adopt another Choppy to love and keep. Much love and Garfield hugs. Take heart that Choppy lives on in hearts and minds.
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Ok, I started crying again. I can’t imagine how you must feel. Don’t worry about replying to any comments, everyone understands and I doubt anyone expects a reply. I’m so glad you’re going to keep posting his pics because he is so adorable he brightens my day. God bless.
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